Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Why Do Lichen Disappear






MOTHER FUCKER!

because I want this shit again? because they do not ever want to eat?? I want to be anorexic?? I can not afford all the problems I genre this disorder for years ???... I can not afford??

but I can not ... my family knows, my friends know, my boyfriend knows, my psychologist I know, I'm going to a nutritionist for eating disorders, all my doctors to know !!!!! I SEEE YOU, THE WORLD KNOW!! is impossible to go ... all ... and forbids me kiero anaaaa not to return to mine ... ana me to lose weight, it gives me strength, life ...

mine kills me god ... I feel so stupid uu

and kiero both my boyfriend ... I want anything but hurt = (= (= (

want to be skeletally thin ... kiero loathe to thin it can be a person ...... but gives more disgusting my mind so ill uu

Friday, June 27, 2008

Japanese Sharking Sharking

snfgjasddfgsghdj promise no longer exists ...





not ...

I said I was able to leave ana and mia for love .... but they ceased to love ...

is impossible to live well ... it is horrible Hartanto ... ... ... bastaaa of ideassss bastaaaaa ... ayuanr enough to want all the time, just wanted to throw up, just wanted to cut. .. enough of doctors, eating just enough of everything ... ..

dioooooos

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Can You Design Copyright A Purse

Volvi to blog ... Adios

bye


not understand that I kind of need generated by this blog ...
mourn ...
just want to mourn ...
for over all tell me that I understand, they want and who will be next to me .... I feel like nobody understands me, I'm alone ...

'm trying out ... I'm going to an eating disorder specialist and psychologist ... I made eight thousand analysis and were all lower bad ... everything ... to take pills, meat every day coemr , take a quart of milk x day ... and I can .... I send all to hell ... is unsustainable ...

because I can not be normal? because I have to suffer so much for something that is as natural as eating? ... why?

I can only mourn ... alone ... with a fucking glass of milk .. byes

uu Pd

let my boyfriend ....

Monday, March 3, 2008

One Person Pink Go Kart

.. Imperfecta


Entry number 61 ... I choose to say goodbye to this blog ... I definitely want to walk away ... know I'm not sick of anorexia because as a normal person .. you have episodes in which do not eat for two days or one day, or whatever does not mean that it is ... I think being anorexic is more than that ... and I think this blog I served on a stage in my life and I accompanied when you need it ... but today, I feel that I do not need, and I need to put it in some way, put a full stop.

maybe at some other time in my life again ... maybe not ... but is that now you do not need or want.

Thanks for following me all the time:)





.. I'm in love and very happy ..


Monday, February 11, 2008

Wife's Large Firm Breasts

to the tenth power ..




may not re-write here ...
may disappear ...
but it was inevitable when the most shameful episodes seized me,
when most destructive thoughts again seized me,
when this damn disease took hold of me ..
When it takes hold of me ..
when I seek to control and find that I control ..

I'm at a stage in my life where I am right, I'm happy, I'm in love, I'm full ...
without emargo, when I'm alone ... the only thing with me are those huge desire to be skinny, to be extremely beautiful apra my boyfriend, watch me lose weight ... and all it accomplishes is getting fat ...

The other day I went to the doctor and they told me I have hypothyroidism ... perfect, the disease that make you fat ... something else could happen? ...

7 kilos I want and lose weight ... if I manage that, to achieve my goal ...

"Ana tell me .."