Ayer agregue a satidos (el que escribió en el tagboard) en msn y nos pusimos a hablar...el me conto sus problemas, y yo los mios, fue ahi cuando al contarle mis problemas comenze a excavar en mi pasado, a ver porque me encotraba asi de triste, porque hacia las cosas que hacia...y lo que le conte a el, quiero compartirlo con ustedes...
makes a little over 3 years, I was dating a guy, I was a little obsessed with the body, but nothing serious, I mean it was important but not so much now ... early next year I began a coelgio again (which I am now that I hate), then my parents separated, oh coincidence, my boyfriend left me, between me and my friends from another school and I was lonely ... but I was still not saw nothing, I do not care anymore ... I began to gain ... well, I do not care ... and by little I began to fall ... by sde finale that year and was sad, I began to realize that he had no Friends coelgio truth in that, I did not have a guy to join me and tell me pretty I am, had to travel all day with a bag of clothes from house to house ... and by little I was comfortable with this situation ... is not that the situation is aocmodo to me, but it suits her I ...
to clear when I was young, but not sooo small, it's like I'm not interested in anything, was I me and more me, I had the world ahead, was the leader, and to always do what I wanted, was acostumrbada always have that group of friends to follow me everywhere and practically hicis what I wanted ... I never thought about the other .... good to settle down to it I began to realize that there was another ... that the other feels, has life, and human thought like me ... and slowly began to leave my place and put on my other luagr and luagr the other, also to the other ... and I run out of place ... therefore each time you felt the need to speak or say what I thought, I said nothing, why? because the other always had something better to say ... and so to get half of last year rasjuñando the time, wanted to say that time is well spent and fast ... I neceistaba habalr and say what snetia but could not, I began to cut ... it was the only way he had of habalr ... Cut or adlegazando, or fatter, or crying ... or I started esocndidas cone stas hehco simple stupid by the need to download .. .
and not saying that this evil thinking of the other, just that good, I am demsiado extremist and I find a balance or is it me or is the other ... and wrong ... I have to know how to find the gray, when I find ... I'll be happy:) ..
Well I tell you all this in the past as if he had been a long time, and it was not more than months, and I'm not cured of that feeling of inferiority so disgusting ... I know I will overcome and I will soon At that point the way ... I know and trust me:)
good sorry if bored with so much bullshit ...
Another little thing, these days I was eating around 100 calories per day and get 1 kilo 700 grams in 6 days:)
a kiss and thanks for reading ...
